Why is it that when you're out and you're checking out one guy, his ugly ass friend inevitably comes up to you and starts asking you all kinda of crap? Thus was the case tonight when I went out with my friend Rebecca. She and I needed some time to catch up but she also promised a guy friend of hers that she would meet with him. So there we were, a nice little awkward threesome. The guy was nice enough but kind of boring and clearly only wanted to get into Becca's pants. He kept telling us both how hot we were (way to go buddy, compliment the friend so she'll think you're a good guy...maybe you'll get us both in bed).

Anyway Becca was talking to him so I was left to text message old friends and look around the room for potential people to talk to. I spotted a resonably attractive young man and I attempted to make eye contact. Never did, failed miserably. I went back to texting friends. All of a sudden I look up and there is a guy standing there. He says to me "I saw you were playing with your phone so I figured there must be something really exciting going on and I wanted to see what all the fuss was about." Lame! Anyway I showed him my pictures on my phone, introduced him to becca and her friend and made chit chat. We both bored of each other very quickly and he dissapeared. He was drunk, I was not, I was bored, I wanted to go home. Fortunately so did Becca.

Unfortunately her friend didn't want to. He offered her a place to crash and maybe more. How do you politely turn down a guy who is so nice? Becca told him that she had to take me home cause I had to go to synogogue in the morning. This is actually true. So we left.

In the car home we talked about something I've been wrestling with for quite a while. She and I are both attractive, smart girls who pretty much get the guys we want. So why do we lower our standards? Why do we hook up with or sleep with guys we don't even like, that we're not even attracted to? Why is it so hard to say no? So I make a decision starting now, no more losers, no more guys I feel sorry for. None of that shit. I respect myself too much to allow that to happen. I think I must call it off with Googleguy. He's nice and all, but it's just not there. I'm just not that into him and we're getting to the point where I have to either sleep with him, or call it quits. I think it's time for the latter. This is my promise to myself and to you dear readers. I will not sleep with anyone else unless I really feel like it's the right thing to do. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.